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I'm so dead inside. Paul Newman died.

That is so sad.

Now I must watch all his movies. At least all the ones I own. *tears*

Happy Birthday yo. You may have noticed the upgrade, BOOYA. I finally got around to it... I fail. But hey, check out the icon. "IDK my BFF Bing?" hardcore. Bob Hope owns my soul. Plus, its like you and me, cause you're Bob Hope. HEY SHES BOB HOPE!  (do i want to be bing crosby? do i have a choice?) at least my voice is sexy. (sexy rexy!) wow... way to be obsessed with classic movies and classic actors, us.




I love us.

Its friday and I am really glad. Though the weekend will probably be sucky because of the whole, me being depressed thing. really uncool.
But hey, on a Buffy high again! I just started season 3, "All Men Are Beasts" or "Beauty and the Beasts", anyway, good times. I love me some good Angel.
I have come to find that as the seasons progress I miss Buffy more and more. Because she is gradually losing her innocence, and that is something about her that I absolutly love, like, season 1, I love Buffy season 1! She is so spunky and chill and still really bad ass. Same with Buffy season 2, but then she had sex with Angel and died inside, and then she had to KILL Angel and died even MORE inside. So now in season 3 she is still slightly innocent Buffy, still the good old fashioned classic Buffy that we all know and love. But I am fearing to continue on into season 4 and 5, because that is when she really changes, that is when she turly becomes someone else. Especially during season 5, that is when she really truly changes, cause she is on that whole "find out who the slayer really is" kick. She turns into "all business Buffy" and she stops being who she really used to be, she stopped being the good old fun loving Buffy that makes jokes, and laughs and has really good times. Now don't get me wrong, I love season 5, I love all of Buffy, but as I have watched the first 3 seasons I have found that I truly truly love Buffy 1 2 and 3. That is why they are my favorite.
Okay, I could say more, but I wont get into it further, it would be pages before I would be able to stop. Rant over.

OH BUFFY!! Oh Angel and your stupid return and your "Buffy? Oh Buffy" and your stupid tears and your stupid hugs and crying. Good times. I love it:)

I am a very happy girl right now:) the last two days were awesome! i love my joey. we got to spend two days together just hanging out, watching movies, watching tv and just relaxing and being with eachother, i loved it:) but its almost one which means sunday is over and it is now monday and its time to resume work and we go back to our regular evening hanging out routine. but thats okay, cause i'm very happy. and i know that he is very happy too which makes us totally awesome cause we are so ridiculously secure with our feelings for eachother. and i am happy! hehe

p.s. i love billie and david and ten and rose. they complete my life.
p.p.s. i miss leslie.

It is ridiculously hot in my room right now.

Its good to be home, well, back in Corvallis, not necessarily back HOME. but its all good so far, even though mom asked me a bunch of really personal questions that i tried to avoid answering, but by avoiding answering them i accidentally answered them. my bad.

joey is good, even though he got rear ended today and has bad whiplash, the little butthead. always hurting himself. i'm good as well. just trying to get by. its good being back in corvallis, back "home" because while i was gone i felt like everyone moved on without me (except joey of course, he could barely breathe without me). i dont know...

i miss leslie, i havent talked to her in weeks and its really freaking me out. and shes got this new show apparently that i've never even heard of, and she hasnt even called me to tell me about it. its wierd. i miss her. i've got all her books here and everything that i picked up from the library for her. and we really really need to look for apartments, but i dont even know how to go about doing that.... i falling behind at life right now.
its good being back at work, getting back into the swing of things. going away for the ssot really threw me off. which, i guess could be good maybe.... you know, God time and everything. seperate from the world, and all that jazz. but still.

Oh leslie, how i miss you. i wish you were still living with me. i am sad. and i have to make two videos before saturday. one for becky and joel for their reception on saturday and one for bonni and noel for their reception on sunday. can it be done? i dont even have the footage and/or pictures or even a song from either of them. and its wednesday, and i work the next two days, conveniently my shift is right in the middle of the day. oh well... we'll see i guess. i feel tired, i might take a nap. wait for joey to call, i dont want to call him, he sounded like he wanted some alone time when he got home.... maybe i'll repaint my toenails.

whatever.

uhhhgggg emo!kelley sucks.....

I'm really on a Buffy high right now. I'm about half way through the second season, and I LOVE IT. I've got my background all up in it and I've uploaded new buffy icons. I love Buffy. You know what I don't love? This cough. It sucks. And I don't love the fact that mom is still up in my business constantly, I could use some breathing room, cause...pass. But yeah, Buffy.

I love her. And I love this show. And I love Angelus, and I miss Angel. Ah yes, Bewitched, Bothered and Bewildered. Good old Xander.

I feel absolutely awful. I have a terrible cough, its taking over my body. Joey thinks its bronchitis, which is bad times for me. I've been sick for like a month, and it is RUINING MY LIFE. My stomach and chest are sore from all the coughing I hate it a lot. It's starting to really piss me off...

Oh? And I love Doctor Who:) And I can't wait to get my desktop so I can make tons of videos all the time. And so I can finally save my new Doctor Who video. Finally. F you laptop. >:\

I am happy happy happy. I am very pleased with all that is going on right now. Its summer time, its warm, I'm working, I'm hanging out with people, my friends, love interests, I'm watching Buffy hardcore, its awesome. I am really happy. The only not happy thing is that fact that I'm still living at home and I don't have a car... ALSO mom and dad are going to buy me a desktop for graduation, a nice one.

I am, yeah, I am happy. :)

Oh man, i love the office. and i love jim and pam. and i love doctor who, and i love the doctor and rose. ooo, definately have to download last nights episode.... yeah. i'll do that now....


so senior prom was last night. it was awesome, two of my best friends won prom king and queen, it was amazing. i had a lot of fun. i'm glad i decided to go with Alex, we had a lot of fun together. then we went to the park afterwards, which was fun (giggle) and we walked along the bridge (girlish giggles). then we went over to nikkis for the bonfire and just chilled and hung out for a while, it was awesome. then the boys gave me a ride home. all around it was good times, i absolutely love my dress and i love my shoes.
oh and yes, i have successfully converted Josh to the Office. booya.

Allriiight! I totally finished my video. FINALLY. It only took forever, I only had to save it in 40 second incriments then take each piece and save it all into one on Leslie's computer since mine constantly overheats. but whatev, ITS DONE! I'm trying to decide whether or not I want to post it right now, or wait and make Leslie make me a little art for it so people will want to watch it... Hm. I'll come back once I've decided.

ITS DONE! ALLLLRIGHT!

Oh man, I'm gonna throw up *vomit*

I hate my computer. Why can't I just save my freaking video?? I JUST WANT TO SAVE MY VIDEO! Why do you have to overheat every three seconds? WHY?!?!?! I'm so dead inside.

F you ice bath. F you computer. F you Vegas. And F my video. I hate life.

BOOYA! Leslie you own my soul. wait, can you own your own soul? I dont know. YOU CAN NOW.
Just wait until we move in with Josh and he gets out asses in gear in regards to that site and then we start taking over peoples lives.... its gonna be amazing. You with art(AND videos, cause you rock), me with videos. ahhh, yesss. :)

Hahaha oh man. this toy story mood theme is so silly. It kicks my ass. Haha oh Disney, how I love thee, you are so awesome. :)

Look at amused Woody!! He's so CRAZY!